Thank you.You made me happy by spending the evening with me watching a movie (which keeps getting stuck but still it made so much fun) and just being there beside me.
Thank you.You made me happy by watching the sun rise behind the clouds.We were just there sitting on the swing and smiling at each other.
I dreamed of doing this actually with my future BF but instead it happend with you…Funny.
And you ain’t even my boyfriend.
Your smile gets me everytime. And your dimples, oh dear your adoreable little dimples. Can’t you see what you do to me? I like you….a lot, I think.
(via blogsecret)
I secretly wish you’d leave me already because I love you too much to be the one that leaves but I’m sick of waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I’m in love with you and you’re in love with me and everyone knows it, yet we’re both dating people we’ll never love.
(via blogsecret)
People say that by thinking too much you become a coward,
You’re scared to face your fears and your failures.
But I believe in myself.
I believe that I could be the best me.
I would not let anybody stop me.
I would become the best by trying the best,
And working hard towards my dream.
The definition of dance:
”When I think about dancing, I think about the ability to move your body according to your emotions. So, by being a good dancer you’re suppose to be able to move your body freely and strongly according to your thoughts.” - Nichkhun of 2PM
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I always keep this in my mind even in times when I want to give up.I know that the day will eventually come where my dreams will come true and I will be recognize as a great dancer, just like my idols.
I’ve lost my faith in God because so many people die/suffer everyday. I would like to talk to someone about what I believe in now but I feel like I’m going to be judged and shunned by everyone because I’ve changed my beliefs. I dont know what to do.
(via blogsecret)
I can’t believe that I was EVER friends with a complete witch like you. I was such a good friend to you and you completely went behind my back and lied to my face about everything. And now you want me back. I say you’re lying. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. I’m not gonna let the shame ride on me.
(via blogsecret)
Thank you Google!
Thank you for deleting my old Blogspot without telling me!!!
FUCK YOU!
I fucking hate you for leaving me. Sure, we call each other “best friends,” but it seems more like a title than a description. I miss you, but I’d rather wait for you to say “We’re not best friends anymore” than say it first. I suck at leaving people.
(via blogsecret)
It’s been a while since I blogged.A lot of things happend lately and for most I’ve been lazy to blog anyway.
But today,this very morning.A shocking news came up to me and I still can’t believe it.
Micheal Jackson is dead.A person whom I admired since a little girl could move it’s body to the beat.
Even when MJ made mistakes in his life..I couldn’t care less.All I saw in him was the person who inspired me to dance and express myself thru it.
At this very moment my fingers are trembling and it’s so hard to type the words I want to let out.
My tears keep falling and my heart hurts.This sudden happening made me think how much time I could lose in not even trying to reach my dreams.
I know that for everyone, one day the clock stops.But I still can’t believe that it comes so fast…
In a blink of an eye,someone can just leave like that without saying a last word.This world lost a great artist who achieved so much in his life thru music.MJ was a unique person on his own and thru him a lot of people learned to love music and dancing.I’m one of them.
MJ became now a LEGEND!
Rest in PEACE,MJ!!!I’ll always be thankful to you, for the inspiration you gave me ever since I was a kid!
It’s been a while since I blogged.
A lot of things happend lately and for most I’ve been lazy to blog anyway.
But today,this very morning.
A shocking news came up to me and I still can’t believe it.
Micheal Jackson is dead.
A person whom I admired since a little girl could move it’s body to the beat.
Even when MJ made mistakes in his life..I couldn’t care less.
All I saw in him was the person who inspired me to dance and express myself thru it.
At this very moment my fingers are…
I just finished reading Abi’s Blog and this one kind of connects to her. It’s funny how both of us really connects in some ways.
She modeled today with May. It started funny but after we were near the end some sort of unwanted events happend.
As always GuGu wanted to cancel the meeting today for the practice. To be honest I really had enough with all of this. Abi even decided to just do the auditions for the dancers.
After a while Randy called and told me he is on his way with GuGu to…
I just finished reading Abi’s Blog and this one kind of connects to her. It’s funny how both of us really connects in some ways.
She modeled today with May. It started funny but after we were near the end some sort of unwanted events happend.
As always GuGu wanted to cancel the meeting today for the practice. To be honest I really had enough with all of this. Abi even decided to just do the auditions for the dancers.
After a while Randy called and told me he is on his way with GuGu to Starbucks where Abi,May and I were.
When they arrived,the atmosphere was pretty awkward for everyone. I guess the boys felt how pissed off Abi and I were somehow. But unlike Abi…I was sacastically laughing.
Anyway,the talk started and after a few minutes I switched with Randy our seats to be beside GuGu.
I told him that Abi and I weren’t in anyway trying to lecture him in a bad way but rather we care about him a lot.
I watched how he was playing with his fingers and bag. How uneasy he was while Abi and I were talking to him.
And then there it was….
“I’m used to it everyday…”
Those words…the way he looked.
Do you know how much such thing can affect you?
I felt soo sorry for him.
I felt like crying for him.
He couldn’t even look at either Abi nor at me.
He even smiled croocked…like he wanted to laugh and cry at the same time.
The sight was heartbreaking.
GuGu got soo much talent yet he isn’t using it since no one is giving him a chance to prove himself.
It even seemed like his parents gave up on him.
Abi and I tried afterwards to make the situation a little less awkward and I started to make them laugh some how and I loved it how he started laughing about our “Yes,Ate”-Joke.
After a little while I went out of Starbucks to smoke. May and Abi also went after me and I asked Abi to call GuGu out.
We had our little talk. I even asked him if he was mad in anyway at me or at Abi. If he was hurt by the words we said and out of nowhere he hugged me and said “Thank You”.
I felt happy for him that he was looking it in a possitive way.
I know that he only grew up with the wrong people but right now…he is being guided by the right people.
It will take a while till everything goes smooth but Abi and I know we can make this happen.
I know that this is a new start for him…for everyone of us.
