SPEAKING OF...

I just want to escape everyone,everything and anything!
Please take me out from here…

There is way too many things in my head now…I don’t even know where to start from.
It’s been almost a week since we both started being awkward with each other.I know this was my idea from the start but why am I suffering then?
I’ve deleted your number and I deleted you from my buddylist.We are both going out of our way.
You used to tagg along when your sister and I would be meeting up but now you always say you’re busy or you are meeting up with friends.
I just smile when your sister looks at me annoyed and saying how dumb you are for being lazy to go out.
But I know the truth…you are avoiding to be in the same place with me.
I hate this awkwardness between us!!
Yesterday, when I went to your house with my dog, I know you’ve been stealing glances at me.I know it… cause every time I look over at you, you’ll be turning your head around fast that it almost would crack.
I don’t know if I should find it funny or sad how both of us can’t even look at each other anymore when we talk.
I know that both of us are annoyed by the way people around us think we are dating even though it’s not true.
I know I’m losing a person who grew so near to my heart within such a short time.I know I’m losing a great friend.
A person who cheered me up when I wasn’t even able to cry over a broken matter.
But let me tell you this one little secret in my heart….
There is this certain feeling inside of me which I can’t describe,it grew within this short time being able to spend time with you.
No,I’m not in love with you, but I know it hurts a lot to loose you just like that!But this little secret will only remain with me and you will never find it out.

i just wanna spend time with you everyday. every second im not with you, i cant help but think of the time we spent the day before. did you know that? i think you do. so dont ignore my feelings for you…

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knowing that we’ll never be together, to do all the things we talked about, to share our lives together, makes me want to break down and cry. i love you, im so sorry.

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We’ve been together for 2 years now, and you’re one of the best people I’ve ever met. But I just don’t have the energy for this relationship anymore. I want peace and quiet and to be alone, but I’m terrified of breaking your heart, so I’ll never have the courage to end this.

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All I want is someone to share my days with and possibly, my nights. Why is that so much to ask?

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“From today on, I’ll be a bad girl who makes guys cry…cuz I don’t care.”

I know for a fact that people would be more receptive of me if i were skinny.

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I talk to myself every night pretending you were there.

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I told this guy I really like him. And then I kissed him and ranaway. I still talk to him everyday but I can’t fathom the fact that I haven’t got the guts to ask him for his number. Whenever we talk he doesn’t look directly at me, he’s always looking at the ground. My best friend says that’s a “thumbs up” and all my other friends tell me that he REALLY likes me. I’m so confused of what to do. The only thing I’m certain about, is that I’m absolutely in love with him : )

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i am falling in love with a man who has a live-in partner (a gf for 8yrs)….. What sucks?—- he likes me as much i like him. But we both know we can’t be together. So we fight the feelings, repel each other, but whenever our eyes met, the world is ours. Do you know this feeling?

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I know how this feels. :(

I will run away from all this, & If I could run away with just one person, it would definitely be you. I only hope you feel the same.

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You stare at me and I can feel it. But when our eyes meet, we both look away shyly pretending nothing happened. It would seem like we like eachother, but I’m not so sure about that. I’m not trying to start anything, I’d just really like to know what goes through your mind during those few short seconds. Sometimes it makes me wonder if I have something on my face. I’ve been trying to make friends with you, but it’s really awkward because all we do is look at eachother. I do wish we were closer though. You’re a great friend and I can see that. Hmm, maybe time is all we need. I am determined to figure this out.

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I may have very well let go of the only boy who will ever love me for who I am, in order to be with you. I have put so much of my effort into making you happy, that I have forgot what happiness is myself. You’re asleep in my bed right now and I’m afraid I will never be able to look you in the eye the same way that I used to. I don’t want to break your heart, but mine breaks a little more each day that I’m with you. I’m sorry.

Sometimes I do those things to make you think of me

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You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times.
From today on, I’ll be a bad girl who makes guys cry.

Now without a single tear, I’ll laugh at you….

When I almost ran into you and said “Sorry.”, it wasn’t just because I almost ran into you. I was sorry for being so bitter these past two very silent years. It’s not that I don’t want to talk to you, it’s that I really can’t. I forgive you, I do. I’m much more sorry than you are.

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This sad yet so cute…I’m weird, I know!