SPEAKING OF...

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heartley… WHAT IS THAT?! really?! it’s hartley.

My first name always gets spelled Jordon or Jorden. In the past teachers have been known to right ‘he’ or ‘him’ on my school reports, even though they had been teaching me for the past like 4years, and still think i’m a boy :’(

ember.
how in any universe is amber pronounced ember?
really?

my last name is Ortolano and people would say Orlando….people can’t read.

mines is ABANICO but people keep calling me ALBANICO (even though I wrote down ABANICO) . Where the hell did that L come from?!?

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(via blogsecret)

The Greek Origin of Love

Long long ago, before the humans of today, there was a different kind of people Everyone, save for the Gods, had two faces, four arms, four legs, to sets of genitals etc. The people of the Sun had two sets of male genitals The people of the Earth had two sets of female genitals and the people of the moon had one male and one female set of genitals. The Gods were afraid of these people because of their great power so they decided they would cut the humans in half! Now here we are today, incomplete without our other half. When you find your one true love, you have found the other half of your original self. Being able to hold each other closely is a great joy for the soul because it is as close as it can get to it’s other half. Sex is only a natural attraction of the body, longing so for it’s original state. Don’t be afraid to love of be loved, You and your true love will have more power than any God of any culture!

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I remember I got this as a chainmail when I was only 10 and now after 11 years I’ve searched for it.

The past days I’ve been looking for an answer to soo many questions I’m having lately.

Only now I fully understand what this story means. =)

I remember those hard times.
Those rough days when I wanted to give up.
There’s no end to this road I walk on.
I wished someone would walk with me…

But then reality hits me.
That’s when I think how long could that person walk with me?
In so many times I wanted to give up.

But then I open this one door and this light brigthly shines into my eyes.
I keep dreaming of that moment.

In this dream…
Everytime I fall, I get up again.

In this dream…
There is a person standing at the other end and waiting for me.

In this dream…
There was you.

You were my soul.
You were my reason.
You were the one who won’t make me go away.

But in the end..
YOU were just my DREAM.

-Ria
(re-wrote and changed the meaning of the lyrics of MBLAQ’s “My Dream”.)

It’s 5 past 1 am now and in about 7 hours I have to wake up again and get myself done for the hospital.

Today I’ll get to know when my surgery will be.

The doctor told me that it might be on Friday anyway but it wasn’t sure until the doctor from the hospital say so.

Anyhow, I’m kind of happy to be in the hospital for the couple of days.
Not seeing any people who make me “SICK”.

Seriously, lately I’ve reckon that the people around me ae so SHALLOW.

When I look at them, all I see is how they walk into the day in their own little “perfect” world not minding others around them.

I guess that’s one of my bad trademarks.

I observe people way too much.

Anyway,if my surgery will be today then “goodbye” for now my TUMBLRfriends!

I’ll be back with some more “RANTINGS” of mine. xD

To be honest…

You make ME SICK the way you are!!!!

You are the worst arrogant BITCH I’ve ever met in this whole entire world!!!!!

You ain’t perfect nor pretty nor unresistable the way you think you are…

OMG!!
Dude,wake the FUCK up!!!!

I’m not blogging this cuz I’m jealous or whatsoever but I’m doing this cuz I can’t stand you for the way you are and we are even considered as “FRIENDS”.

Open your eyes and bring yourself back to REALITY!!

The world ain’t moving around you.

If I looked on the bed next to you, what would I find?
A big pillow with some stuffed toys.

Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?
Closed.

Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in?
Both.

Sleep on your back or stomach?
Both.

What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
Another big pillow.

Something that happened today that made you angry?
A waitress ignored me 3x when I keep asking for a glas of water.

What were you doing before this survey?
I was chatting with my best about her gift to her boyfriend.

What will you do after the survey?
Watch TV or go to sleep.

What shirt are you wearing now?
A grey Mango T-Shirt.

Do you sing?
I do even though I suck bad time.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
I rather blog them then talk about it.

Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?
A lot. But I always think that thru mistakes you always learn.

First thing you do when you wake up?
Look at my cell phone (cuz the alarm starts to buzz).

Ever had surgery?
Yeah,last year. (Appendix)

Last argument you got into with?
A few minutes ago….

What’s one good thing about your best friend?
I can rely on her no matter what.

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
It depends. Sometimes I can’t sleep for days and other times I’ll sleep within a minute.

Current song on myspace?
Again and Again (Instrumental) by 2PM

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
100% and that is my only reason why I keep getting late to work. xD

If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would you?
No,thank you. I have enough troubles with my little dog. T.T”

What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
Save up money to pay my schooling next year. To get into Austroport as Passenger Handling Assistant.

It’s midnight. Who are you texting?
My best friend or one of my close friends.

Honestly, if you could have ANYONE in the world, who would it be?
Jiro Wang or Jang WooYoung

How do you feel about your hair?
I’m ok with it. It’s short but I have my extentions. ^.^v
What movie is in your DVD player?
None.

If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
Seoul, South Korea or Tokyo,Japan.

How many TRUE best friends do you have?
1

What would you change about your life right now?
My whole situation.

What’s the best feeling in the world?
Happiness.

It hurts when the people you trusted with your life turn their back on you without even telling you the reason for the wrong doings you might have done.

I just woke up from a nightmare crying and trying to control my emotions.

Lately I’ve been thinking of how much people have been talking about me and my past.

I always admitted how much wrong I did when I was still a younger girl but I always believed that people do change as time pass.

They grow and mature.
They learn from their mistakes and make their future better.

But how come there are always people who would never give you chances to show how much you’ve changed?

They won’t let you talk nor let you show your good side?

Lately I’ve been crying myself to sleep.

This past months I’ve met people who became my friends and suddenly they threw me on the side just because they met people who used to know me.

They’ve listened to them instead of hearing me out as well.

They deleted me out of their lives just like that after I gave my best to show how much of a friend I am and can be…

This nightmare I just had…
It was my birthday.
Everyone was there who I loved and treasured.

They smiled at me and then suddenly they said, “It’s time to leave you.”

One by one they turned they backs on me and left without a word.

I kept asking what I did and why they were doing this to me…none of them answered.

They just walked out of the door and just like that I feel into a black hole with no one by my side.

Remember what I just dreamed…my heart beats like it was racing agains the time.

I feel lost and all I can do is cry myself to sleep.

You make me sick!

=(